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[Feb. 26th, 2009|12:33 pm] |
I had a chipped wisdom tooth for almost ayear before it started to hurt everyday. IT hurt a lot. Yesterday (wednesday the 25th) I had that tooth pulled. I have powerful pain killers I have never had before and a strange sensation where the tooth used to be.
--bill |
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[Dec. 18th, 2008|03:20 pm] |
My car, a gold 2000 murcury sable wagon that I hate with the fires of a thousand suns, has decided that torque conversion from the transmision to the drive train is no longer all that important.
This means that all is fine and dandy till I hit a hill, at hyway speeds. Then, with pedal down and engine reving up to 4.5 krpm, I find myself somehow LOOSING speed. I have to ease off, or risk red lineing the engine, so I slow down more. On a moderate hill I will go from 70mph to 50mph by the time I hit the top of the hill. Worst hill so far had me go from just under 75 down to 45, where the problem seems to stop.
I will be looking for a night job then to cover the expence of a new(er) car. Just when things were looking up.
--bill |
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[Dec. 5th, 2008|12:52 pm] |
Finaly feeling better.
--bill |
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[Dec. 4th, 2008|01:54 pm] |
I loose track of time very easly. Weeks pass me by without me realising how long its been. As a result, I don't talk to people as much as I should, and this leads to a number of problems the biggest one being that the people I care about most either don't know how much I care or worse, get frustrated enough with me to decide that I am not worth it anymore.
So now, once again, I find myself loosing things that matter to me becasue I didn't take the time to reinforce how I feel. Worse, is that I honastly didn't realise how much it mattered until it was gone, and nothing I can do will change these things. Its not like I don't try. I have gotten so much better that I was a year ago. So close, yet so far. Its like nothing I ever do to change myself for the better ever has any meaning, becasue I keep loosing things regardles of whatever progress I make.
I am really loosing sight of why I should continue to care anymore. What difference will it make if I regress to the quiet shut in who just goes to work, and goes home and never talks anymore. Either way what really matters to me won't be there and eventualy I won't have anything left acept me. What good is it to have made myself better if thats all I have?
--bill |
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[Nov. 20th, 2008|12:28 pm] |
Nothing new to report. Just making a post becasue I don't offen and I guess I am stil holding out some vain hope of maintaining contact with people from my college days. I miss people, but most days I still just sit in my room, playing video games. Nothing really ever changes.
--bill |
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[Nov. 4th, 2008|01:16 pm] |
Today is election day.
THE SYSTEM IS FUCKED.
--bill |
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[Oct. 7th, 2008|05:22 pm] |
jesus Hero's is really fucking with the idea of Time Travel. You do not fuck with time.
--bill |
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[Sep. 24th, 2008|11:03 pm] |
Been watching Burn Notice on Hulu. They have USA network's "ask a spy" short segments on thre as well. They are great.
--bill |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2008|12:02 pm] |
Dr. Nowak finaly got back to me and is going to write me a letter of recomendation. If I ever had a good chance, this is it.
--bill |
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